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a poem i wrote....

Wed Jun 18, 2008, 3:52 PM
i wrote this during my months in a behavoral facility when i went through fazes of depression. during my time their it has not helped me at all but it had given me some hobbies im not proud of. like smoking and drugs...i have the ability to quit for right now because i have been through AA meetings and NA meetings and behavoral thereapy and treatment.
heres wut i wrote...

Ive taken up smoking
I know its disgusting,
Ive been staying up later
Ive gathered up my anger,
I's gotten me so tired
life has me wired,
Im only 60% emotion
and 40% self destruction,
often I'm very vain
I wish i was a speck of grain,
noone would notice me
i wanted to be lonely,
I dont dare cry out for help
it would be heard as a continuous "yelp",
I've lost interest in old friends
they've gone on ancient winds,


thats all ive done and i need to edit it all and such but i also dont have a good vocabulary.
thanks for reading.

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